In my last post which was awhile back, I was down to 143. Now I'm back up to about 155. :( I don't want to gain weight. I don't want to be the fat girl anymore. :( It's so hard counting and watching constantly. But to be honest, Ive really let myself go. I haven't just been not watching, I've stopped working out and I've started eating really bad foods again. Tonight, I am going to map out a new plan like I did when I was over 200 pounds. I need to get to my goal before I can have treats, and I know this. Im just very weak when it comes to certain foods. big sigh. :(